Job interview on monday!
Wish me luck.
they didn't enter me for the exams.
well except one.
but fuck that.
So now i have to get a job.
which is guess isn't really that bad.
it means i get money.
but i also means I have to pay rent until I can save up for a flat
or some thing.
I intend on saving up for Dexter S1 DVDs =)
Oh & nice hat , Jamie. ;P
I forget your name is an awesome song. <3
I hope Inez found what some posters for me.
anyway. i'm off to job hunt and tell my mother the great news that i'm dropping college. techincally it was her idea.
i'm not doing a 3rd 1st year.
college fucked up. i'm complaining. Motherfuckers.
yeah.. i don't have 'em pierced.
once when i was little my gran wanted to get 'em piecred but my mom said no.
but i want some pretty earrings.lol.
I really really want to go to starbucks.
no cash though.
and i would have to travel some miles just to the nearest starbucks which is next to the cinema
which is far away.
omg. me and my mom sat in my room yesterday playing cards + i had to do a tarot reading for her. =/
we were so bored, we did some mother /daughter bonding time.
I'm re reading my Twilight books. =)
I want nearly everything from this store. but they don't ship internationally. damn fuckers!
I'm so into cute japanese jewellery right now.
I soooo want an oreo necklace. haha.
and this waffle ring. cuz its just adorable!
I also want alot of things from HOTTOPIC.COM & EBTM.CO.UK
I need some retail therapy.
I just want loads of stuff & a new style. i'm sick of these clothes i'm wearing.
I want nice green dresses and these black boots i saw on hot topic. they were hot hot hot i tell ya!.
your the mother, i'm the 18 year old daughter. stay out of my head and my life. I'll do what the fuck i want.
I took some new photos the other day. I didn't realise that I could change the pic size on my camera. =/
duh. i'm stupid..
Yesterday I realised that I look good in a dress. especially the colour green, even though my mother hates green.
I can't believe how many faces turned to look at me when i walked into my town to go to the library and pick up some food.
its super hot right now where I live and I love it when its sunny!
All I need is some massive white framed sunglasses & a new bag =)
Hayden Panettiere is my new role model. She is soooo cute & I think she has a great voice.
And I like how shes nearly always snapped with a cup of starbucks coffee. =D
idk but i love it when you see candid photos of "celebritys" eating. oh and i don't like the word celebrity. its sounds stupid. =/
LOOK!. lots and lots of sunshine. No clouds.
I wanna go and wear my green dress and window shop.
No tan though.
I hate tans.
I like my ghostly skin.
I think I might watch my Charmed DVDs tonight.
Before Desperate Housewives & Dexter <3
mom got me a bubblegum machine.
always wanted one of 'em.
takes blooming ages for the gum to come out though.
omg. I'm starving.
where are my Oreos?
So I just watched the teaser trailer for Twlight & I'm a huge fan of the books.
but the TT for it just didn't do it for me. I thought maybes Patterson would be a good Edward but I'm not so sure anymore.
And Kristen isn't that bad at playing Bella. but i guess I just have to wait until December to make up my mind.
& i'm so looking forward to the new 4th book. =D
urgh. everything is pissing me off.
I realise that:
I hate college.
I don't want to go to college.
I hate it when my mother complains about financial problems.
I want to talk to my friend more but I don't know what to say to him
I don't know what I want to do with my life.
I need money.
I don't care about alot of things.
one of 'em is proberly you.
& I have a crush on Desmond Harrington. ha.
I make stupid subject entries.
& I'm super duper lazy.
I hardly eat.
I'm not getting any thinner.
I think I have something wrong with me.
love isn't coming for me.
my life sucks.