they didn't enter me for the exams.
well except one.
but fuck that.
So now i have to get a job.
which is guess isn't really that bad.
it means i get money.
but i also means I have to pay rent until I can save up for a flat
or some thing.
I intend on saving up for Dexter S1 DVDs =)
Oh & nice hat , Jamie. ;P
I forget your name is an awesome song. <3
I hope Inez found what some posters for me.
<3
love her.
anyway. i'm off to job hunt and tell my mother the great news that i'm dropping college. techincally it was her idea.
i'm not doing a 3rd 1st year.
college fucked up. i'm complaining. Motherfuckers.
yeah.. i don't have 'em pierced.
once when i was little my gran wanted to get 'em piecred but my mom said no.
but i want some pretty earrings.lol.
lalalalalala..
&
I really really want to go to starbucks.
no cash though.
=(
and i would have to travel some miles just to the nearest starbucks which is next to the cinema
which is far away.
omg. me and my mom sat in my room yesterday playing cards + i had to do a tarot reading for her. =/
we were so bored, we did some mother /daughter bonding time.
urgh.
I'm re reading my Twilight books. =)
HARDCANDY.COM
I want nearly everything from this store. but they don't ship internationally. damn fuckers!
I'm so into cute japanese jewellery right now.
I soooo want an oreo necklace. haha.
and this waffle ring. cuz its just adorable!
<3
I also want alot of things from HOTTOPIC.COM & EBTM.CO.UK
waaaahh.
I need some retail therapy.
I just want loads of stuff & a new style. i'm sick of these clothes i'm wearing.
I want nice green dresses and these black boots i saw on hot topic. they were hot hot hot i tell ya!.
=D
your the mother, i'm the 18 year old daughter. stay out of my head and my life. I'll do what the fuck i want.
I took some new photos the other day. I didn't realise that I could change the pic size on my camera. =/
duh. i'm stupid..
Yesterday I realised that I look good in a dress. especially the colour green, even though my mother hates green.
I can't believe how many faces turned to look at me when i walked into my town to go to the library and pick up some food.
its super hot right now where I live and I love it when its sunny!
All I need is some massive white framed sunglasses & a new bag =)
Hayden Panettiere is my new role model. She is soooo cute & I think she has a great voice.
And I like how shes nearly always snapped with a cup of starbucks coffee. =D
idk but i love it when you see candid photos of "celebritys" eating. oh and i don't like the word celebrity. its sounds stupid. =/
LOOK!. lots and lots of sunshine. No clouds.
I wanna go and wear my green dress and window shop.
No tan though.
I hate tans.
I like my ghostly skin.
I think I might watch my Charmed DVDs tonight.
Before Desperate Housewives & Dexter <3
mom got me a bubblegum machine.
always wanted one of 'em.
takes blooming ages for the gum to come out though.
omg. I'm starving.
where are my Oreos?
So I just watched the teaser trailer for Twlight & I'm a huge fan of the books.
but the TT for it just didn't do it for me. I thought maybes Patterson would be a good Edward but I'm not so sure anymore.
And Kristen isn't that bad at playing Bella. but i guess I just have to wait until December to make up my mind.
& i'm so looking forward to the new 4th book. =D
urgh. everything is pissing me off.
I realise that:
I hate college.
I don't want to go to college.
I hate it when my mother complains about financial problems.
I want to talk to my friend more but I don't know what to say to him
I don't know what I want to do with my life.
I need money.
I don't care about alot of things.
one of 'em is proberly you.
& I have a crush on Desmond Harrington. ha.
I make stupid subject entries.
I'm ugly.
& I'm super duper lazy.
I hardly eat.
I'm not getting any thinner.
I think I have something wrong with me.
love isn't coming for me.
my life sucks.
My auntie gave birth yesterday to a baby girl.
I have a new cousin!
I'm so excited. can't wait to see her.
omg. I feel like dying. my stomach hurts and I feel too hot but i'm cold.
Need Fruit smoothie now.
stalker has been delt with. finally.
pink extentions in ma hair look awesome.
& I want Rose McGowans log bag, combat boots and lipstick.
Random
my skins rant.
I'm watching skins tonight cuz i missed it on monday and i already know that Chris dies. I proberly cry this time round. cuz he was my favourite like everyone will agree with me that he was full of awesomeness!
I think my favourites are Cassie, maxxie , Chris and Effy.I love effys style, chris's humor and cassies struggle with eating etc and maxxie..is just awesome.
I don't like sid, although there are times when i was like awwww. epecially when he broke down crying in tonys arms when his dad died.
michelle can fuck herself. i hate her. but she speaks great spanish. =) I'm not really a jal fan but her and chris were <3 and I like wonky tony. =) Anwar is an idiot tbh and sketch is super creepy, shes a love and hate character. If I missed out any main character then theres proberly a reason why.. like. i don't care for them...
But honestly. why kill chris! it was just wrong. wrong. wrong!
Rant over.
I'm currently reading the 1st sisterhood of the traveling pants book cuz i've read the second. =)
but i really want to read the book that cassie reads the one by Atwood. can't find it in the library though.
and my next book to read is Another one bites the dust by Jennifer Rardin.. looks interesting.
and like everyone else.. I can't wait for the 4th twilight series book and the new book which is written in Edwards point of view.
i don't usually read that much but i get into one of my reading moods and tend to read about 7 books in 3 days. =/
I had to buy a new pair of headphones today cuz the ones i got 3 months ago started to break on me. this is like my 5th pair of headphones. its really cheesing me off. wow. i said cheesing... let me rephrase this. i'm fucking mad that i had to pay £1 for fucking headphones! XD
yeah. cheap headphones but they work fine for like 4 months. i cba to spend more than £5 for a pair.
blegh.
i'm writing about shit all but i don't give a fuck.
Watched Dexter and Desperate Housewives last night. Lynette on weed is funny.
and i can't go without 2 days of Dexter. Friggin love that guy! especially when he faces the camera and does his little smile. =)
I'm practically in love with an anti hero who happens to be a serial killer. I'm weird.
I get my glasses next week. =D
And I'm really into gaelic/ folk music right now. =/
& i cheated on ma tomb raider game. with a walkthrough. usually i don't cheat on games.
haha.
oh well.
I've only eaten grapes and OJ today.
more grapes later when I'm watching Desperate Housewives.
maybes i'll read a book or something.
And 2 tunes that always cheer me up when i'm feeling down:
True Romance Theme//You're So Cool// Hans Zimmer
&
Send me on my way// Rusted Root.
<3
ILY.. elke & jamie. =)
Urgh!. I'm soo pissed off today.
nothing is working!
& i need a new USB stick.
fucking thing is broken...
Technology sucks.
and this baby near me won't shut the fuck up.
ok. so today i was online window shopping. yup.
and i friggin want everything on hot topic. =)
to0 bad i don't have any money.
dammit.
I should get a job. =/
